Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Five in The Mirror - An Elegy Buried In The Storm

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Musings

Today, I received some English essays that I had to self-evaluate for myself. I usually have low expectations about my writings. Really, I do.

I can't stand up for whatever I have that's good about myself. I've been brought up (or have grown up on the necessity of) that everyone remembers you by what bad things you've done.

I've been remembered by my teachers about what marks I made and such.

Clearly...today, I got the marks back from the teacher and it said I'm being too hard on myself.

Does that mean...?

I actually have potential?

....oh great, Kiwi. Don't make this an emo post. >_<; Anyways...that just surprised me. I always get surprised whenever a teacher tells me I'm doing better than what I'm marking myself as. I'm...wishing that I'm doing the right thing now. For once.

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