Fifty-One - Cardiac Arrest

(Current Time: 11:05 Am, 3rd Blk)
(Current Sounds: STARRY SKY - Persona 3)

Musings and a small experiment:

Damn you, Matteo. Damn you for getting my addicted to Persona 3. >_<

Well, actually I haven't actually PLAYED the game yet (should get shot for it), but I'm looking forward to finding the damn game and whore around my PS2 all over again, like Okage and Okami and Soul Calibur used to do :3

WAHH.

Anyways, my days have been sliding by quite nicely since my last post. For one, I've made up with one friend who I haven't actually conversed with in 6 months or so.

Its...a long story. But, this is meant to be read, so here I go.

My friend, who I won't name here for privacy reasons, met me on my 3rd day of Grade 8 in Math class. He was wearing a dorky looking blue sweater that covered a really awesome Zelda black t-shirt. Ocarina of Time, may I add. Instantly, we became the best of nerds.

The one thing that makes this friend unique is that he has this sort of terminally illness that makes him lack enough proteins and iron in his body. He gets sick easily during the winter and he's very frail and weak. His condition makes it hard for him to do anything physically. I didn't befriend him from pity--he's just the same as everyone else, and I honestly didn't know where to go if I didn't meet him.

It was until I found out last year that he had developed some form of a deeper liking for me, which in my side, was both very confusing to take and disappointing. For one, I am an independant thinking kind of person. I believe at this time of my life, I have to find my 'Jibun Kakumei" (Self-Identity) first before I can spend it with someone. Unfortunately, this friend wasn't part of my plans, and selfishly to say, I didn't return his feelings back. You could say he took it the wrong way by avoiding me from last September to...well, a week ago.

I told him an apology through a letter, the night before we finally talked again. It...was stressful but it was definitely worth it.

The good thing was...he took it good that he just wanted to stay as friends. It was a little TOO toward of him but, I'm glad.

Thank goodness.

Now..about that experiment. So. EVERYONE.

There's this...befuddling event coming up on the 14th (right after the Friday the 13th. OOOH), and I was told to write a very short description on this sentence:

"Love is..."

It can be of anything that Love is. Its a diverse subject and its both lethal and mystifying.

Anyone wanna join in this? Just comment and yeah. I DUNNO. Something to do. Here's mine:


Love is...

...a bracelet. It can be made of hard cold chain links or bursting with multicolored emotions. It can fit loosely or tighten you with its choke-hold. It can be hidden under a sleeve or flaunted out in the open with pride. A bracelet can break, but if able, it can be mended in better care than before.

-yeah, i dun like it. Give me better ones? ^^;

-kiwi