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Musings and an Elegy that i must've done a long time ago...:
I should REALLY see what's been going on with Meevers. I kinda miss him ._.
Alrighty, I'm gonna put up an elegy I wrote a long time ago, since the last segment of Not So Deep Thoughts is among us. (I didn't even know I had an audience...)
Here y'all go. Its not so depressing, since its an elegy about LOSING SLEEP, for crying out loud...
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Half-Pain (Losing Sleep)
There's something in this musty bedpanel
That makes me set my heart ablaze with
Feelings of lost regret and taken up this
Cross of self-bothersome doubt.
How could I lay my weary body on a cruel
Bed built entirely on soft foam and needles?
When I could travel up the stairway of
Heaven and search elsewhere to regain
The dreams above the sun drenched clouds.
I sit in this chair thinking of only that,
Eyes lidded to shut down running business
Arms swinging, threatening nearby individuals;
I've lost my body's remote control. The most
Treasured one of all: my conscious mind
Who once leaped through fields of triumph,
Now too tired to lift its head and
Taken in like unwelcomed guests.
For as I look towards the pink
Stardusted lamp for advice; it only tells me
My back's prone to snap into burnable
Twig matter.
Why can't I summon enough heart
To tell the bosses of the kingdom
That I'm not only frustrated at my
Insane mind to keep on;
I also want to return to the simple
Sheep-leaping land of lilies,
Promising me I'll be grateful for
The new nest in the beautiful dawn.
~~
I kinda raced myself when I typed this (an impressive 3 minutes, along with listening to the song of my dreams, Ichirin no hana >_< )
Like, holy crap, if i listen to the beat of that song, my fingers automatically go into what my legs do sometimes: DDR mode.
D:
If I'm insane enough, then that's what I'm doing.
Oh gad.
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